Look after gavin man, show him the ropes.
R.I.P

Hey dude,

Hope you're doing alright wherever you are. I'm not sure what to do with my life, I often think how unfair it is that you were taken instead of me, I'm not really going anywhere - I get down a lot, I always have done. I don't treat people very well and I can be very selfish and I just feel like they took the wrong guy.

I sometimes wish I'd be taken from this life and put elsewhere, but where do we go? I'd like to think your spirit is somewhere happy, watching over us. I definitely wish I could help your mother with her pain, I can't imagine how she feels.

If there was a way to end my life without hurting other people, I'd do it.

Hey buddy, sorry i'm a bit late, I was thinking of you back on Friday, just as I do everytime I'm driving up the A34 and see signs for Abingdon. I still can't believe your gone. This years memorial is taking place this Sunday, it's quite touching that so many people are making the effort to come down to Portsmouth for it, to remember yourself and all the other people who we've lost over the past 6 years.
It's amazing how many of us older riders, some that don't ride anymore are coming down. I'm sure you will be watching over us that day.

It's sad to read how your mum is hurting so badly over you not being there, but I'm sure your watching over her and your family every day.

Miss you xx

Another year passes by - time is flying past mate, quite worrying really, seems like only yesterday I was celebrating my 18th birthday and now in two months I turn 26. Scary stuff.

Anyway, hope you're looking out for everyone - someone's definitely looking out for me, had a couple of close calls that should have ended much worse than they did. If it was you watching out for me I'm really grateful dude :)

RIP buddy, gone but never forgotten.

Here we are again another year has passed, and the pain is still here. I wish i had the answer to all my questions and to be able to find a way to deal with this but i still find myself waking up every morning hoping to find this is just a nightmare and it will go away. This year is a poinient one as it is actually FRIDAY the 14th MAY and i am already remembering what your last words were to me, what you had for breakfast and of course the dreaded knock at the door; they say with time the memory of that day will disappear well I'm still waiting!! I miss you so much my child, I long for the day when I can be with you again. ALL my LOVE Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well here we are again, another Easter without you, there is no excitement in the house about what egg you will be getting, you aren't up already getting ready for going riding today...I miss your presence, my heart is empty! I am off to visit Adam today in my new car, I was hoping that the others would come with me but they have other plans. Be Safe my child, be safe. Lots of love always

hey man, just a quick one as im heading out, were all still missing you man!, see if you can pull some stings and make this snow stop and warm up haha!
ill speak again soon buddie
miss man xxx

Wish you could be here to join in all the fun we are having with the snow. I remember when you were younger you were so keen to get out and play in it that you went straight out in the morning in your PJ's, and you took some pursauding to get back in to get dressed. I hope you like the snowman that Lucy and Sam built for you to keep you company at your home in Spring Gardens. Love as always xxxxx

Happy New Year Deej, I can't get over the fact that you have been missing for 6 Christmas's now, and even more importantly 6 New Year celebrations!!! Its not the same without you here to join in the fun. I can only hope that wherever you are you are happy and having fun. Missing you so much All my love M xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Missing you so much its hurts. Christmas just isn't the same without you here. We do our best but sometimes its hard to hide the tears. At this time of year it (not that it isn't hard at other times) we are all very aware of the fact that you are not here and the older the boys become the more aware of it they are.

Please help us all the get through the next few days...

Love you so much

Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx