Dave Anscombe

i pick my own buds of my friends plants.......he is a 55 year old hippy who does not mess around anyway less about drugs ! drugs are just bad mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm K

il come if enough people turn up

if its good enough for the fellas at tartybikes its good enough for me thanks for posting up that video

i guess many people use different thing its why i never know what to use....i cant remember what i used to use...........stone cutting hummmmmmmm i guess il go with that then

im off to the shop tomorrow to get me a grinding disc......... what should i go for metal cutting or grinding stone cutting or grinding its been so long i cant remember much also what thickness is ideal ? cheers for any help

so much control !

you make alot of sence.....maybe im just giving up because its easy to give up anyway im going to go out a self medicate with riding down milford on sea take care people

yeah i use it to control

ive given up drugs many times ......but everything else seems to intencify voices and all sorts get worse i just generaly feel worse in my self with out weed.... weed is like my only life line to escape everything but saying that bike trials helped me alot in the early days of my illnesses

im really glad you find this funny dave

benji is the voice and person yes at times he can be my best friend and then at times the worst thing in the world

i understand where your comming from but i find it hard to explain things il try to explain thigs further i use drugs as an escape from the harsh reality that i live. in the last 7 weeks i have thrown a fair amount of drugs down the toilet because i tell my self this is not a life to live...... i could give up drugs instantly if i was not unwell ....but because of my illnesses i feel that i need them.. for example.....about 30 mins ago benji poped up and started getting up in my face telling me im uless and worthless ........so i tried to ignoar him and rollded a doobie ......after it had kicked in benji went thats why i use weed as my number one drug.......shrooms just make me realise how beautiful the world really is does any of that make any sence to anyone

i wrote a load of stuff here but decided to edit and just say this because i now now i cant talk on the forum thanks to the people who have tried to understand though

its the first time ive ever mentioned it on the forum because for some verry strange feeling i thought id be able to talk about it here i was verry wrong

drugs are not my lifestyle choice ..i can remember not being verry happy and normal from the age of 11 ..... i pretty much regret doing this topic now as i feel im being picked appart its probably not the case but thats just how i feel i just fancied being able to talk to other suffering people. thanks for the talks people

responsabilities..... try living in my shoes and see how well you would cope with voices and people that are not there i kicked hard drugs as sooon as i felt better ive been a smoker for years it does not stop me from being a good father......i supply everything she needs as well as love and effection ! how about you try living my life for a day see how much you can take......voices and seeing who i call benji ! as well as being ubber paranoid and real bad depression i would give anything to have a normal life. when you go through the kind of things i go through ive found drugs are the only thing that makes it go away ! and to the other fella..............my day goes like this brecci weight training /long walk/swimming.more food...now i can ride so i do that too....help out the family....eat.....computer for a while...phone call to my sisters....fishing....home ....food more weights....shower and bed if i can sleep

funny you should mention this as when i rode my bike yesterday ....i heard a knocking sound when i pedal real fast......inspected the bike and one of the pedals were slighlty loose tightend it up no more noise i thought it was the bb or the freewheel

il be there i love that place would not mind getting some footage for a new video

i cant stand the new f.b its just weird

chilleddddddddddddddddd

all i do now is smoke weed few spliffs a night just to send me off to noddy land..........

my self and my family blame havey drugs ive used drugs sine i was around 15 ...we all blame it on acid and shrooms now i only really use weed when i feel super low and distructive it calms me down still if i had of known i would have turnt out like this i would have stayed away from everything

cool man

One Day somthing up stairs just triped......i was found walking down the middle of a busy road punching cars comming towards me....and i never remember anyof it...... second time......i beat 2 people up and bit someones ear off and dont remember that then i started getting arrested once or twice a week for doing silly crazy stuff that is sooooooooooooooooo not me! somthing up stairs just went wrong with me baisicly..... then i started getting seriously stressed and paranoid for no reason then i stoped eating for 5 weeks then i started hearing voices thats when i had to do somthing about it all... forgot to mention some times im ok around people and then all of a suden il walk away and just be on my own for weeks! i baisicly lost who i was a long time ago.. i do talk to people face to face and things and dont use the internet to really talk to people...... but i just dont feel like im building friendships and stuff its really hard to explain it all really

running mine on a light sharp grind with a 4 bolt booster.......hardly any noise and lots of bite and hold........best pads ive ran so far