Totally all my fault and everything..
me and my partner split up a few days ago.....we have been going through rough patches since my daughter of 11 weeks was born.
since then we have split up around 5 times...Only this time its different
she moved 300 odd miles away took my daughter and said il never see her again
its all my fault really as i lied to her a fair few times....im not looking for sympathy in anyway shape or form..
ive always been such an angry person but i do hide it from everyone but the people i love.this time ive really dug my own grave
many of you may know i was a bit of a player but this time i found my soul mate and look what ive done
i always destroy everything good i eer get
i fell for her hook line and sinker soooooooooooo bad .
we broke up for like 5 days about two weeks ago and in that time all i done was cry drink and didnt eat made my self fairly ill i just cant function with out her.
i now have to wear a wrist band to cover up my tatto (my daughters name and date of birth because every time i looked at it i fall appart......
i dont have any mates atall...and i feel really really alone i just want some one to talk to really.....so if any of you wouldent mind having a chat with me and stuff id appriciate it more than you will ever know.
im seriously a bad person despite what u may think.....its all a front .i always look happy and stuff but i never am happy .
any way thats all i have to say .