Edward Tipton

have i lost it or am i getting it. last weekend i went to edinbrough and found my self looking at posts walls jumps humps lumps dropoffs when i was supposed to be getting drunk really fast with all my friends witch i still was by the way but yet i still found my self riding my bike in my head over all of edinbroughs rocks am i loosing it or am i getting it i have been riding about 5 months only 2 times a week like but i do try bike mad phase 1.2

i ride on my own and its starting to get to me as i need egging on if you know what i mean i will come to something hard and find my self bottling it at the last minute i need a friend i am sad and alone please help ha ha ha