iv got a simalar problem, just kinda getting back on the bike properly after a few months off due to an injury, fnding it extremely hard to push myself ect just because of the thought 'what if' im sure itl get better as i get better at the smaller things then il feel the need to go bigger...
thats the plan anyway.....
I really need to get some pics up of my ankle after 2-3 weeks! it looks simalar to the one above, and thats after 2 or more weeks! il try find some n wack em up! now that was an injury i assure you!
I think mines seriously high, ashton justice with some shitty stem i got from work, with 24/7 simple bars, and viz forks, il go check and edit this if i can be bothered