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Balman

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  1. Who an earth would do such a thing Simpson? Theres bad people out there very bad people haha.
  2. Personaly i was just enjoying using 'Flickr' how about joe maher with he's silly unbritish weather nope can't do it lol
  3. Erm WOW you'v done this before lol after all that i kinda feel silly about not takin her back almost like im doin somthing stupid i duno weather i need time to get over her or im just kidding myself and should go back out with her but as you say she dose need to open up and tell me stuff boys are a little more simple minded than girls if somethings getin to me i come out and say it or i let her know clearly and no girl iv ever met will do the same. Kinda thinking i should go back out with her but there has been so so so many things i don't think ill ever let drop i mean this is just in the last month or so there has been many other things that have pissed me off and im sure i have i just don't do things on the same level as her and she know'd that. I duno if i can forgive everything but i duno if i can let her go sometimes it feels like this relationship has run its course other times it feels wrong and like i should be with her if that makes any scence at all. Thanks once again
  4. Balman

    Trials

    Simpson calling me a pussy normally lol
  5. I can never tell i don't really do sarcasum on the internet with out the old in it.
  6. i make that mistake too i always get there pics confussed one of you change it you basterds lol.
  7. Thanks that was acctully very helpfull i know what baz and andy are trying to say but i still have feelings for her and i don't wana crush her and plus as andy said/saw her best mate isnt my type (not being shallow.) Scince dumping her she has begged for me back non stop and seems to keep promising me shes sorry and she just wants me ect and sure its beliveable..... but so were all the other times i have a mate that iv been kinda talking through everything from the start and he's met her a few times and seems to think shes a lovly girl but has caused to much damage. Im not sure weather im doing this for me or other people as i do miss her sometimes but others its just so nice to be single and go riding with out bein text every 2mins there's so much to say its frustrating to get out. She has done the hole risk thing loads befor and i have tryed so many things to stop her iv spoken about it nicely iv asked her how she feels and she basicly said exacly what you desribed but the thing is.... shes got nothing to be upset with i know her possably better than anyone else i know what she dose daily and i know what happens and theres nothing remotely that bad she is very emotional but her life isnt half as bad as mine has been this year iv had alsort go rong but i wont go into that yet my wrists are scare free i take it out in other ways i guess but she has nothing to take out and if she did i would hope she would want to talk to me about it but instead she turns to my friends, she used to talk to me and its not like i don't listen most people that know me i would hope know im always around for my friends/girl friend and will do what i can to help if they are having hard times. i think some of it is attention buth how can i give her more attetnion than seein her when she wants, textin 24/7, msn, myspace, phone calls, yet she still turns to someone else after what hannah said i can understand a little better and i know exacly what she is trying to say how ever why she's doing it all makes no scence. Iv been invited to her best mates fanncey dress party tonight were shes going and my so called 'mate' was going and i said i won't be goin they knew why and made a point of asking him if he was still goin and he said he can't as he has somthing else planed still a little unsure as to weather to go or not as the chances are i will ether end up getin back with her in a drunken state or argue and storm out so im still tryin to deside if i should or not i mean i probly shouldn't let my friday night go to waste hmm very confussing id like to just run away and hide but hasn't really worked for other stuff i tryed that with hmmm. Thanks for everyones help by the way much apreciated to have someone listen for a change Ohh dear iv had that with girls befor were iv been good friends and its been very inocent and i thought nothing of it then out of the blue there like yeah i like you..... i just say what was said above basicly i just make it abit more long winded and say how much of a great friend they are and say how im not sure what i want maybe in the future if somthing is differnt but i dont want to risk our relationship as friends and that seems to have worked for me as there left with the feeling that i still care and im not goin to treat them differntly as they like me and they havnt been let down in a horrible manor nor are they left thinking they have a chance if done correctly thats what i would do anyway. He may just think your a nice person if youv been friends all this time you clearly get on and from what people have said your attractive possable hes just put two and two together and convinced himself he likes you it maybe genuine as thats what he belives but might not have thought about what happens if it go's wrong as many people don't when they first like someone or get together. I do hope your joking.... yes shes a female but its not like she's some little chav clogging up this forum with crap is it? iv not see one post of hers thats not constructive and to be fair people come on the girl trouble thread for advice and thats exacly what shes given me. It also helps as we can now see from a girls prospective why they are being how they are being as we now have someone to explain it all i think its good to be honnest and she's been a big help. Just like to say im not attepting the jump in her pants thing im not a huge fan of females right now and im thinking about taking up byrons offer haha (kidding.) But yeah essay over.
  8. 3 years below but far from an emo or dyke lol but your welcome to char mate lol i know it will end badly but im still tempted hmm i should probably walk away....
  9. Well its a long old story but here go's..... Was with my gf for about a year and a half shes a lovly girl but recently been pissing me off big style we broke up as she was texting one of my mates and calling him and unhealthy amount i asked her time and time again to lay off it still nothing desided to get back together but said don't do it again she agreed all was fine slept round her's one night in the morning she got in the shower and one of her friends called her phone i checked who it was to call out to her and notcie my 'mates' name under missed calls and it was the day befor. She came out and i said spoke to liam lately? She looked at me and said no.... so i walked out after dumping her again and later found out she was meeting up with him in secret or at least tryin to it don't sound like much i know but she gets funny about me even talkin to girls let along tryin to meet up. So anyway im mug enough to take her back AGAIN cus i have very strong feelings for her all is going well till i notice cuts on her arm i asked her she said she did it one a brush or somthing pathetic like that where it clearly wernt she promised me it was still in disbelif i said swear on my life and she couldn't.... iv now been broken up with her for a good 2 maybe 3 weeks and alot of friends have said leave it that way shes taking the piss i still get on with her and thought nothing of it. Had a couple of girls say they like me and theres this one girl that i have started to kinda like but havnt really had time to build on that yet my ex is now constantly asking to meet up constantly crying and constanly begging for me back and to and extent i do miss her but i duno if i want her or not shes a lovely girl very good looking and very good personaltly but has recently started chating bull shit she says shes changed and says she will never do ether again but i cant help but feel it's not enough on the flipside i duno if i could get with this other girl and just leave the ex there shes waited under a week befor be for getin with someone else iv waited a fair few but i still feel guilty and shes yet to do anything with anyone else this time round scince breakin up. It feels like shes waiting for me i really don't no what to do get back with her and make a go of it get with the new girl or long it all off and wait for collage fun? It's all very confussing so much has gone rong but i still feel strongly for her its all bolocks if you ask me sorry for spelling and grama not somthing i can really be botherd with when typing and large angry essay
  10. Do what im doin mate there are LOADS of companys that want part time people in im working here over summer as a 'temp worker' i work by the hour and get paid weekly its good as i know no what the banking life is like and iv got a better idea of what i want to do when i finish collage no work experiance is the same imo. Just ask around get a summer job and towards the end if you still feel its what you wana do try your luck and ask if they would take you on full time at least they will know what expericane you have and how good you are at the job. Your welcome to come to work with me and ill ask about there always needing temp workers this time of year. I still need to go to collage to get some kind of degree or im not goin to get anywere but its very good money considering you walk stright in to it, im mean im still waiting on my GCSE results so i have NOTHING other than me saying i may or may not get these grades yet iv managed to get the job anyway how ever places like morisons were i would be on under half the wage there not intrested as i havn't got enough to stack shelfs? Makes no scence to me at all.... Anyway thats just my way of looking at it and thats what i did my advice is less talking and acctully go out there and try for it, its one of them things that you just say you'll do but never feel your up for it so just go one day at the drop of a hat and go job hunting or get some contacts to get you in the door. If nothing else you'll have more money in your pocket and more to put on the old c.v
  11. AHH HA forum always has the awnser thanks very much guys has helped alot
  12. And very well deserved BEAST.
  13. your shit neways england don't want you
  14. Happy Days woo you do realise theres been like no southend rides scicne you left.... lol
  15. It don't bother me to be honnest i tryed goin right (right way) when i rode stock for a while just as i didnt wana hit my mech but gave up when i got back on the mod as it then didn't effect me it feels more comftable and i do it smoother and biger so i don't see the point in forcing myself to go the otherway
  16. take it your kidding? and dan mate you might wana put a date matts on the ball or shall we all just turn up when ever and hope others are there? lol
  17. There suposedly well known and iv heard nothing but good things i was after a conver and thats a great help thanks very much. What it was is everytime i try to connect to the net via wifi on my home hub it ask's me to buy so my guess is it wan't a one off payment for internet software so i try to buy it and it tells me that it is 'Comming soon....' When it should be here now surely? Thanks for your help do you have a link to the converter you could post?
  18. An afforable Double Disk Bike good stuff and glad to see you no longer use acs freewheels i remmber being pretty bumed that i had just spent £450 on a t-pro then having to replace the freewheel as they last around a week but the new range looks good.
  19. Jack Balman be nice to have something im intrested in on the box for once other than family guy an top gear.
  20. Hey got myself a ARCHOS 40gb mp4 last week and it seems really nice only next to nothing on my pc is the right format music, videos ect just got a few wmv riding videos on it that barely takes up a gig and it comes with no software anougher thing is it connects to wifi? So i connect it at home no problem only you have to pay to use the internet as in like get internet exploer i imagen so i click buy it it comes up with the ARCHOS website and every page were you can buy software for it saying comming soon.... but why is it coming soon? its been out for a while and clearly says you can surf the web not only should you not be payin as your already payin your internet bill at home but why cant i buy it anyway its not like its a BRAND new week old product its just frustrating could have protential to be a really good little gadget anyone else got one or think they can help? Cheers Jack.
  21. For the money you spend on a t-pro anougher option would be buying a bike second hand you can pick up right bargin's bikes that would cost well over a grand for the same sort of money thats if you want to ride a second hand bike i just wish i had from the start but might not be for everyone i did also enjoy building my bike up to be honnest there was alot of probelms but it was fun learning how to fix and build bikes along the way.
  22. Imo there's nothing to debate i like abit of both nothing bad about ether everyone likes differnt things so why fuss over it? No one is making you do it... Some people like clasic cars some people like sports cars some people like ice cream others don't its the way of life i personaly don't see what all the arguments are about we are all riding arnt we? If you can't stand natral and theres a topic saying natral pics/vid just don't click it? Same as look at my sidehop yesterday i really don't understand people ride with there own style trials really isnt that free if you have to ride how everyone else wants. Just my thoughts but seems a bit silly really people tap gap and side hop at comps and street riders bounce around and get up walls as best they can no differnce what so ever if they prefer a certain tech youd never get given a dab or be penalised because you did to many side hop's in a comp just ride how you want. Hippy speach over
  23. nice one mate better than when i last saw you seem to suit the bike well playing out sunday? xx
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