Trust me you will want to get out more once you are! lol I know exactly how you feel, i'm not as old as you but in the same situation apart from kid already exists. And as a reply to the topic, Trials is what you make of it, i realised a long time ao that i was never going to be amazing at it, but I ride because its fun, keeps me fit and gets me out the house sometimes. If all you are focused on is that you arent as good as other people then work harder at it. Giving something up as you think too many people can do trials is ridiculous, yeah its more popular now than ever, but every ride I go on, there is always someone who comes past who has never seen a trials bike before. Ride for the love of the sport, if youve lost that, then i feel sorry for you. Andy B