I've got the feeling (hope it's wrong) that I'm stuck in the friendzone. And I'm not even sure that I'm in there properly..
Second best would probably be to get out of it going through it, but I have the feeling that it'll take too long.
I always have the feeling that it will take too long and someone else will be faster, especially as it has happened the last 2 times
Kinda hate this stuff >.<