She just accepted that I was annoyed I guess. She actually came to visit me tonight, actually came on her own without her faggot of a cousin being there. I know she cares. I care about her. But she just doesn't seem to be girlfriend material for me now I'm thinking. She never comes up to me for a hug or anything, like I'm just a mate that she's with. She seems moody a lot. And I feel like she wants to be with me, but things are sooooo slow at progressing and she doesn't make an effort in a gf/bf way. Idk its weird. This week I am going to end it. I just can't bring myself to it as she's so innocent and lovely, just a big let down.
On your side though, its good to see that you're sticking with what you feel is right. Keep at it