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I'm at college, have to wait 3 hours before my next lesson starts, good thing that you need a laptop for this study haha Boring as f**k, hardly got any sleep aswell so this is basicly just hell

I kinda like the song, whats the name/artist? The riding was good but nothing special, I think you can do way better.

now you're just trying to be funny, you ruined it now

I think that being rich only makes you get more take away, because you can just buy anything without do any effort anymore, thus making you lazy. Having said that, I would probably still get take away

I don't know why, but I am dying from laugher over here because of that sentence

Thanks alot, nice to see that people try to help me out I'm too busy with schoolwork atm to see any friends, they are too busy too anyway But I've had a talk with some people on msn and made a few calls, it does soften things a bit. I love it how I can just talk about this on trials forum without feeling ashamed or anything I've been pming with someone else it was great that people here want to help eachother Cheers for all of that

I appreciate your efforts, but it is too late now She doesn't care a shit about me anymore, she sais that it's all gone, she doesn't even want to meet anymore She went to this party and just made out with this random guy she didnt even know Ofcourse I couldn't handle this and totally freaked out I can't do shit anymore now because i'm just depressed whole day, I can't focus on anything anymore Tonight was my first night with decent sleep since I was laying in bed with the laptop til 4:30 and just fell asleep I still live on 1 or 2 slices of bread a day, I just can't get any more in there without feeling absolutely sick This whole thing is f**king me up massively Thanks for all the help though... I appreciate it that people are trying to help me, even though I am a complete stanger to most of you people

That must be the best demo i've seen, such smooth moves in there The editing was great btw

hey we have something in common! but it should be `een` maar voor de rest is het goed hoor

Hmm should have writte that down differently but you know what I mean with public places... But you did make a good joke out of my mistake

I was quite horny in school yesterday..sucks so bad But Just won't have a wank at public places, thats just where the line is set for me

I have no Idea for deathbed But for funeral I'd have: Atreyu - The remembrance ballad Might be a bit cheesy...but I think it's beautifull I have no idea how to embed it, but here is the youtube link: http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=vuMvbTW6wBA

Ah that is actually quite sad, you really missed a part of your youth then Anyway, I stopped believing in "sinterklaas" [sort of santa in Holland] when I was about 8, a friend told me he was fake

Uhm I don't think you fully understand, I already met her...

That is the most stupid thing to say to someone in my situation But I will stop posting about my troubles with the girl I, it's never going to work out with her And it won't be any use to bother people here with it anymore

you mean acting like fatpants or something..? Anyway, had another night of almost no sleep, I can't eat anymore aswell now

Thanks alot for the reply, it means alot to me I'm happy that people actually care and try to help out Anyway, I will really try to win her for me, I'm trying to get her to meet me sunday, she was reluctant at first but she knows it means alot to me. You have to remember that she lives 2 hours away and I've only seen her once though But I will really try to forget all the shyness and give it my best shot, I won't be able to see her alot so I have to do good this time. Getting her drunk is no option though, I never go to party's or anything and I want her to like me for who I am, getting her drunk is cheating

She wanted to be more than a friend at the time that I had a girlfriend, but she was afrad to meet me. It's a difficult situation but I can't be bothered to explain it now Just had another talk with her and I can't handle the fact that she doesn't want to egt anything with me. I get panic attacks and lose all control, never have felt this bad.

No I can totally understand her, I told her that I cared about her alot and then I just went with an other girl (Larissa), seems quite logical that I hurt her and damaged her trust in me.. Had a really crappy night, coudn't get her out my head When I looked at the clock it was 06:15, and had to get out of bed 7 o clock =/

I was planning to meet up with her more yeah, but she lives 2 hours traveling from me, So I can't see her alot She is having 2 party's aswell...so afraid that she will meet other guys She already told me that her trust in me will not return, so I will have to come with something big I guess.. Thanks alot for the reply

I've had an extremely depressing night and want to get it off my chest... Feel free to laugh if you want, there are some stupid bits in, but i'm a really emotional guy atm It's a long read, so I can understand if you can't be bothered to read it. I've known this girl on msn for 2 years now, I'll just call her Jessica [not her real name] She was the one I could talk to when I felt depressed, and she could talk to me aswell [she has major troubles at home]. I really began to like her and kinda wanted to give a try to make something out of it...but I have a bit of social phobia...and I really didn't had the guts to meet her. So I never met her... I had alot of conversations with her regarding my feelings towards her, she told me she felt the same but she never wanted to meet anyway because she was afraid of risking our friendship. An old schoolfriend [Larissa] became my girlfriend later because I was quite lonely [no gf past 4 years], I did have feelings towards her, but my feelings towards Jessica were alot bigger..even though only knowing her on msn. About 5months later Larissa and I broke up, due to me doing stupid things, we're still friends though. Jessica has been in my mind the whole time, Larissa knew this, but she understood and bares with it, even though it really hurt her, I really feel guilty...I did learn from it though. My feelings for jessica were growing too strong and I HAD to meet her, before she met any other boys. She still didn't want to meet, but me and a friend of her set up a little scheme to suprise her. So I slapped myself and ignored my social fear and went to her, had a nice day out but I was extremely shy and quiet [damn social phobia] but she told me that she had a good time and that she still liked me alot. I talked with her on msn today about my feelings for her, I told her alot of times before, but I wanted to go into it deeper. I told her that I would like to give it a try to start something with her. She said that she really liked me aswell, but her trust in me was gone after going with Larissa, that hurt her alot and she is afraid that I will hurt her again if we would begin something. She told me that she never wanted to try to get a relationship. I really freaked out because I care about her so much and I really want to get something with her.. I've been feeling sick whole evening and almost fainted on a few occasions. So now I really want to earn her trust in me back, I will continue to meet her and show her what I am capable of in terms of royalty and things that matter in a relationship. Now my problem is that I am extremely shy and hardly dare to talk with her, so showing what I am capable of will be really hard I figured that buying presents and stuff is a bit like buying her to me, or begging... so I need to find an other way Wondered if anyone could help me with this whole situation... My apologies if this is a bit hard to read, but my native langauge isn't english and my hands are a bit shakey atm. Thanks for taking time to read this.

Very nicde pictures, I like them alot Only thing I would change is the last copy of yourself at the last pic, the one most to the right, think it would look better that way

23% Expected higher actually sinds i'm quite a sensitive and soft guy

Quite liked that Don't understand how people can find some of this stuff smooth, it got so many correction hops But there are some very nice lines in there, alot of scary rail stuff Good job, keep it up

Isn't that camp woodward or something? I recognize it from a dave mirra game