Thats cool, I've always thought ego's to be us and what we have learn't though, as psychological studies indicate that they mostly consist ofschemas ect. knowledge, and knowledge of how to and when to apply that knowledge. So a change in the chemistry of your brain through the use of psychedelics, Doesn't appear to be a way of looking at life without your ego, moreso a jumble of unnatural experience produced and changing according to the substance you use. In gaining knowledge about the universe ect. it seems a more valid approach in thinking about these things without the use of drugs. Perhaps you need to adopt the perfect schemas to achieve the end product of that goal?.