Blake

throw bike cry

f**king hell I stay off the forum for two days and this.

Cut the maggy mounts off

Yeah the van only has 3 seats so one of us needs to just get to train station

Thing is we've never had much drama it's only been the last couple of.months because she's a full time carer for her mum ans now she is diagnosed with depression. Sure if I'm still crawling after her in two months I'll have to listen to.you guys more and call it off. But I still think there's time to fix it right now.

Thanks guys I feel a bit better I've been talking to my sister and stuff. It's just hard for me to make decisions ans I've always struggled with change. Just didn't expect it now to be honest

Okay thank you. How is the balance for being too over supportive though? Every couple of days a text or call? I've only just turned 18 so I know I'm just a stupid kid and stuff but, I don't really like girls much and always wanted to be monogamous with one person. I hate girls for the most part and that's why it's hard to let go of the one I've always liked.

I'm not willing to give up like that though. I'm going to do my best to make her feel special and stuff again. I was thinking about being quite for a week or two then taking her out for a big date kind of thing.

She said she doesn't want the pressure of a relationship right now. She wanted a break but I said I can't not see her for a long period of time so we're just taking it chill for a bit and being more like friends. Not as bad as it could have gone but I'm still kinda distraught. I hate depression and it's her and her mums getting depressed that's torn us apart. I don't want to be alive anymore but at the same time I want to fight my absolute hardest to make this work again. I've been going from extremely angry to extremely sick and anxious to not being able to move from being sad and shaking from anxiety in the space of minutes. I hate girls and I hate love. Why why why why why why why why why why why why why

Tyres can take a lot of abuse from a grinder before they're rendered useless. You'll just skim the sidewall when grinding. I normally get a bit of wood and rest it against the tyre and stand/kneel on it to push it down. I do like smooth rims and.they work.great when they work. But it's conditions that are dirty that bother me, I don't really ride in the rain anyway but if it's a really hot muggy day smooth rims are shit.

That's the difference between me and you then. I'd rather fight through an issue and have a stronger relationship. I've always been emotional and so has she, we've both been through depression and shit with family and other people. I'm not.going to throw away 4 and half years of commitment over something that can be fixed. You don't buy a new bike when your crank breaks, you get new cranks. Over time more things break.and you fix or replace them. Sure after a year or two your bike looks completely different to how it started. But maybe you like it more and you learnt more about how your bike works along the way. My relationship is like that, I'd rather fix this than get a new girlfriend.

Cheers man. Isn't it the whole point of this thread? If you're going to be sarcastic and point jokes can you not do it where people come when they're feeling low. I didn't think I cared this much, she cares equally she goes through similar stuff when.we don't talk as much. I've had a bad year so been pretty vulnerable to getting sad. Her life is just upside down at the moment, just want to fix everything and move on.

I had a call with her on the telephone. I threw up all my food and couldn't breath so I had to talk to her. It was better than.expected. there's no one else but she is a completed wreck hormonally. She's on anti depressants and is looking after her mum all the time as she is severely depressed as well. I can't really be bothered to type it out on my.phone but she said yesterday than lazenby is a dick and she doesn't want to speak to him so write that one off onzaboymark! It's going to be alright I reckon. Sometimes it just takes something strong to open your eyes properly x I had a cry with my mum and one of my best friends here so I feel better. I guess you have to realise these things when you're young.

No one listens to him. If you've spoken to him he just moans about the same shit. Sarah basically just spoke to him because he listened to her.

He lives up in Leeds and is just a loner with no one else to talk to. I've been told not to talk to her today and I'm seeing her Wednesday. I've told her too much and she's a bit overwhelmed

Past couple of days as I've realised how useless I've been over the last few months. It hurts a lot

Doesn't feel like I have her.

Yeah Ben is a fu cking c u n t. Pissed off ain't the word

Woke up this morning shaking after having nightmares about my girlfriend being with someone else. Rang her and once I heard her voice I had to run to the bathroom as I was dryheaving and gagging because I was anxious. I asked her is she still loves me and she wouldn't say the exact words. She has a lot of shit going on right now as her mum is depressed really really severely. My girlfriend is now on anti-depressants and it's taken me too long to realize how bad she's dealing with the whole thing, I've never been very good at helping other people with their problems that I don't understand. To make it worse Ben Lazenby has been talking to her behind my back for about 3 months and they were together most of the first day at radfest until I shouted at her and we had a huge argument. I literally hate how much I love her because I hate her right now but I also hate myself and love her more. I feel like someone is twisting all my organs and would rather be dead than continue sitting here feeling like this. Worst f**king year of my life

Arsehole is on fire

wouldn't trust that

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So ill

HOW THE f**k DID YOU EVEN MANAGE TO GET THE ° AT THE BOTTOM OF THE 0?????!?!

BRING THAT TYRE