Actually I'm not sick of hearing 'Practise practise practise' because I love being on my bike, and falling off just the same!
Thing is, there are so few riders in my direct surroundings. The closest rider is about an hours drive away and he's always busy. I'm pretty much appointed to youtube, you guys and myself.
I'll take some videos later and post them here. Maybe that'll help identifying the issue, if there is any!