after cheating with another girl its my own fault and i understand why she wont answer my calls i done a verry bad thing .its not saveable . if it was i wouldent have posted . one in a million she was.. this is actually one of the hardest things ive had to type as thear is so much emotion running through thees words. good job i have verry supportive mates . i just miss her and wish i had never cheated booze was the problem if i hadent have been so ratted it would have never happend dave x