the more you ask whats wrong, the more you analyse it all, the harder you try and think of something to say......the harder it is.
just stop worrying, be 12, get on your bike, make mistakes with girls, learn from them, make some more, learn from then, ride some more, then before you know it you will be alot older and possibly with the girl of your dreams.
life's one big lesson, and you never stop learning.
i didnt have a care in the world when i was your age, no1 should. just get the f**k on with it, your next lesson awaits, so to speak.