I'm not saying that reading the correspondence is a good thing, in fact it should never be done. But somehow I'd rather do it and know what the situation is than to think everything is ok. Yes, I do want her back, it was my first proper relationship (not my first gf though ) and I can't imagine getting to know somebody else. We were even planning to get engaged when we finish uni. Throughout the 4 years I have known her, only once have I met a girl as attractive in terms of character as her. Now, after what has happened it just sounds so strange. Going to her parents tomorrow to thank for everything they did for us, and they did quite a lot. I won't forget to mention that she broke up with me by email though Anzo: DHL is VERY quick. Shipped from Tartybikes to Poland in 22 hours and cost only 40 quid